menitis

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQzzilM23gc

no explanation needed.

.haywire.

starting to adapt and cope.

thank you dear Allah.

upon reminiscing,

missing lots of things .

the routine of mine which i have left and started to forget.

strolling.

looking for baby stuffs.

little gowns,pants, t shirts.

bottles,pacifiers,strollers.

spending hours in bookshops.

love stories,recipes,bookmarks,cards.

pleasantly sitting.

with a latte.

observing people.

walking to and fro in a crowd.

running in back alleys.

finding silly things.

listening to the sound of waves.

feeling the wind wrapping around me.

with your smile,laughter and company

.even if i dont feel good,God is good.

*smile*

borak

mereka minta kebebasan akademik.

mereka mahu ahli akademik menyatakan pendapat tentang kepakaran mereka tanpa perlu takut tindakan tatatertib dari pihak yang berkuasa ataupun pihak atasan yang sememangnya dipengaruhi oleh pihak yang berkuasa. kenapa perlu menyekat pakar dalam sesuatu bidang menyatakan pandangan ilmiah mereka yang berdasarkan fakta.

mereka mahu berpolitik dan berorganisasi. ini adalah untuk menyiapkan mereka untuk menghadapi dunia sebenar. kerana di luar universiti, politik dan organisasi ini memang ada. jika tidak ada pengalaman berpolitik dan berorganisasi di dalam universiti, 4 tahun di universiti hanya untuk belajar teori yang sudah pasti bukan 100% digunakan di dunia sebenar. di dunia sebenar, politik dan organisasi ada di mana-mana. jika mereka dibenarkan mentadbir universiti bersama HEP, bermesyuarat bersama senat, suara mereka akan didengar selain mendapat pengalaman bagaimana hendak menguruskan organisasi. yuran-yuran seperti yuran pengangkutan, yuran menggunakan kemudahan, yuran wi-fi dan sebagainya mungkin akan dikaji semula. mereka bukan budak sekolah yang ada yuran stokin mssd, yuran komputer dan lain-lain.

ini hanya pandangan peribadi pada masa ini. mungkin aku salah sebab tak cukup ilmu lagi. semoga dapat ilmu lebih lagi untuk jadi insan yang lebih baik.

-kita tak pernah sendiri. Allah sentiasa ada dengan kita-

.hush baby,speak softly.

these are reality.am i right?

I

“I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.” 

II

“Is it possible, in the final analysis, for one human being to achieve perfect understanding of another? 
We can invest enormous time and energy in serious efforts to know another person, but in the end, how close can we come to that person's essence? We convince ourselves that we know the other person well, but do we really know anything important about anyone?” 

.haruki murakami.

trying to find meaning in others' actions and words.

after all

we are all alone.

indeed,

.babble.

weh,penat woi!!!
clerical work,duty,people calling here and there,staying back bla bla bla.
lord,i am dying.
am going to spend this weekend at school.haih,
tolongla...siapa mahu tolong....tak ada....
hellooo...ooo...who says being a teacher is such an easy job?


despite all the pressure,my kids is the reason for me to smile.

to teach good students is to make me do revision before i enter the class.haha.
teacher,why is it like this?why cant we write that?
God...thinking of applying the 3 golden rules.
1.teacher is always right
2.teacher is always right
3.teacher is always right
see,how lousy i am as a teacher.lalala~

oh ok.,thanks to my colleagues who helped me at my time in need.
kereta tak boleh start sebab lupa matikan lampu.happened on my very first day at school.
is it a sign of kesuweyan this year?lalala~

for my dearest sibs;hi 5.
all the best ya.my prayer is always with you.may Allah make it easier for you girls (hehe) to accomplish your dream.
nad tertinggal...uwwaaaa!!!!

the melancholic aqel will be back this weekend.
counting days to meet her.
orang tua tak ada duit nak balik.duduk sana diam2.haha.

ok,entry bukan macam irsyad's because i am not ready to be as matured as him.
before i forget,syad oi oi oi.congrats for the new beginning of your life.
belanja aku jangan lupa.hahaha.

last but not least,

belajar

ilmu baru minggu ni: baik dan buruk tu ketentuan Allah, tetapi yang buruk tu hanya nisbah pada manusia. bukan pada Allah. Dalam erti kata lain, Allah tentukan tu memang dah baik belaka, kita manusia ni je yang mentafsirkannya baik atau buruk.

semoga diberi peluang untuk belajar lagi.