23.8.16

.tentang cinta.

Dan pabila diketahui engkau tidak dicintai seperti aku mencintai dia hati aku tercincang.

Lalu aku berdoa Tuhan sudikanlah cantum dan titip sedikit kecintaanNya dalam hati aku. Agar aku mampu mencintai dia tanpa harap. 







.surat untuk imran 3.

Son,

Have faith in Allah. U will never walk alone as He is with u. All the time. His plan for u is the best. Even if u feel he gives u the worst.in the end u will receive a perfect gift from Him.
"Certainly, Allah loves the ones who put trust in Him" (Ali imran:159)


Do good to everything, big and small.
 Who knows the dua of a small kid who u just give an ice cream is the cause of Allah's mercy on u.
"Allah is kind and He loves kindness in all matter" (sahih bukhari)

Never be hypercritical on others.
He may be a far cry from he was yesterday.We never know what tomorrow brings to us and others. 

Love ur family members more u can bear.
Their duas for u r for real.if i leave u way earlier than expected take care of daddy n ur sib(s).

Son,

I was the door for u to this world.
I hope i will be the door for u to jannah.

Thank u Allah, for Ahmad Imran.
Please take care of him for me.


U, with ur all time favourite ride

















1.8.16

.our bf journey.

Son.
our breastfeeding journey was not as wonderful as others might experience.
u got to drink mommy's milk only for 2 months.
just so u know, mommy really wanted to breastfeed u since u were inside my belly.

im so sorry for being depressed when we were apart for 12 days.
im so sorry for not being determined.
im so sorry for being sad when i heard ur cry.
im so sorry for always wanting u to be full.
im so sorry for resorting in formula milk.






.surat intuk imran 2.

Baby,
After all the therapy sessions...u finally catch up.good job!
U have been causing mommy lack of sleep.eyebag.thinnnnnn patience to hold.haha.
On top of that mommy loves u so much!
Im sorry for keep scolding u...for keep asking u to sleep early...huu...
Im not a perfect mother baby but i keep trying to be one.
Terima kasih Allah untuk ahmad imran...
Terima kasih juga sebab imran resembles mommy more than daddy.huahuahua.
My god!!tapi perangai pun mcm mommy yg suka merempan....macam mana ni??
Imran...my prayers are always with u...
May Allah bless u with health and happiness here and hereafter.
Semoga solat dan al quran dekat di hati imran...
Mommy sayang imran.sangat2.banyak2.imran sayang mommy x?