.to perfection.

I

the end of a hectic week.calling here and there.ppd,jpnj,muetans from other schools...and the very first few phrases were "i am sorry for bothering you as i am new to this muet thingy.all the registration,venue arrangement etc.i hope you can help me".i am not a type of person who like to deal with too many people and i am in the process of transforming.hehe.it caused lots of tears,whines,sleepless nights.slowly am taking it as a learning process.kak rahmah (dato sulaiman) and kak ratna (STI);heaps of thanks for your concern.i know you wont read this but this is the only way for me to remember you kindness.for my children (God's will) to know who had helped their mommy when she was really in need.and as a reminder for me to always be good to others.terima kasih Tuhan kerana memudahkan...dipinjamkan mereka yang baik... *senyum* may all my tears and confusions paid with my akasia and angsana kids' excellence.

II

nobody's perfect.

ironically,people keep saying practice makes perfect.

hey does this mean we have to keep changing and uprgading ourselves to fit the word perfect?

people.with their words.haha.its way easier to be said than done peeps.

p.e.r.f.e.c.t.

.in connection with human relationship-how if u know that u are not perfect in someone's eyes?that the truth is you are out of the league.that the right one should not be like you.that you do not have even one listed criterion.call me a pessimist,but i strongly believe that the perfect choice is to walk away.as at the end of the day what count is the word accept,not improve.love means care which is to accept.adjusting ourselves to the imperfections,not improving others to reach the notion.

saya rasa sudah tiba masa untuk kawan saya pergi kerana dia tidaklah kecil molek,cantik,sopan,tenang dan baik.dia itu gemuk,hodoh,perengus,tidak tegar jiwa.oh lagi.dia itu tidaklah sopan.ah serabut!

maka sebaiknya dia pergi kepada dia yang berlapang dada memandang celanya dia dengan kesempurnaan.oh by  the way,awak pun tidak sempurna encik.lalu kenapa harus dia sahaja yang menyesuaikan diri mengikut rentak awak?