30.7.11

minggu bola

minggu yang memenatkan..tapi mmg berbaloi..aku mmg xmampu nk g stamford bridge tgk chelsea main..bila diorg datang sini mmg nice la kan..21 julai 2011 dapat jugak aku tgk chelsea main dpn mata aku..walaupon game kurang menarik, yg pnting ni pengalaman dapat tgk diorg main live..

forward seminggu, game malaysia singapore 2nd leg Bukit Jalil. 26 julai proses mendapatkan tiket mmg rabak.berator panjang tiket abis.mmg menyirap.tp esk masih ada. 27 julai 8pagi bergerak mencarik tiket. datang awal pon berator gak.mmg panas. yg pntg 10pagi tiket dah ada kat tangan. perasaan berjaya dapat tiket tu mmg xterkata. rasa gembira, bangga, terharu bercampor baur.

28 julai 2011 hari perlawanan.rakan2 mengambil half day dgn gagah bergerak ke bukit jalil.semangat berkobar2 dgn harapan mng 3-0. time game mmg all out.sorak mcm xingt ape.time malaysia goal, feeling tu mmg xkn dapat kalau tgk kat tv je.berbaloi berator berjam2 nk dapatkan tiket.

tp apakan daya, malaysia hanya seri dgn team singapurapurayangpenuhdenganimport.walaupun kalah, supporter tetap menunjukkan sokongan padu untuk team malaysia.mmg perasaan yg mengharukan lepas game tu.

lpas game mmg lepak abis.kepala pening badan sengal telinga berdesing. tp kalau suro pegi lagi mmg aku pegi.

to aqil kaknor ateh undan arip pesa don abe jeton apip juon, thanks for the memories my friends..

23.7.11

.just so u know.

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here



sumpah,rasa mahu mati.

14.7.11

.rasa.

satu rasa halus menyelinap.
aku dapat rasa.
infatuation mungkin.
cepat2 pergi.

10.7.11

.ngobrol.

dia:bodohla nak berarak2.membazir masa je.
aku:tengok tuntutan.i rasa relevant.
dia:yes,tuntutan relevant tapi cara tak relevant.
aku:habis tu ada cara lain ke?
dia:tak ada.
*senyap*


semua orang ada cara berfikir masing2.dan tak salah sebagai manusia kita hormati cara orang berfikir.setiap seseorang dan perlakuan daripada dia ada sebab.

mungkin pada kita bodoh tapi tidak pada dia.mungkin juga pada seorang budak tingkatan dua menggedik itu comel,tapi pada orang lain memualkan.dia ada sebab,dia menggedik sebab dia mahu tarik perhatian cikgu kacak.kalau dia tak gedik cikgu itu sedar tak kewujudan dia?

kesimpulannya,kalau suka timbangkan buruk baik.kalau tak suka jangan dicemuh2 sebab kita tak tahu apa yang akan berlaku esok.itu rahsia Tuhan.Dia simpan kejap.