.lost in translation.

its been a long time since i last updated this blog.

am now coping in a new world.most of the time missing my good old days.
since i was small,transition is something hard to me and it takes me some time to familiarize myself with a new place.

here,everything seems blurred.
i am like an actress who play a stupid idiot moronic woman and she got lost in a thick jungle.

but i know that i have an extremely long way to go and i am not allowed to have the intention of looking back and change my decision. i am standing here because i have chosen to be what i am now.


nonetheless,
i always see colours when i enter my class and spend time with my dearest students.
i wish they can accept me the way i am and i will always be sincere in giving the best of me as their teacher.

okay,
my english has deteriorated.vocabulary gone,grammar here and there.
i need to read more as i speak less.

am anxious to pursue studies but don't know when.
really want to get married to someone i love very much but don't know when. or maybe forever we won't be together. haha.
but there is always hope right?


for the time being,
really need to have faith in myself that everything is going to be alright. it is just a matter of successfully adjusting myself in this strange environment.
hello mr confidence.i beseech,please come.
blurry merry cherry..,please leave me for a while.huhu.

all the time in this place, i wish to keep myself in blissful ignorance because i am here for my babies.