31.10.16

Ada Apa Dengan Ikhlas?

Tak perlu tunggu ikhlas untuk solat
Tak perlu tunggu ikhlas untuk tutup aurat
Tak perlu tunggu ikhlas untuk buat perkara baik

Yang perlu adalah istiqamah.
Teruskan istiqamah.
Ikhlas akan datang dengan sendiri.

Sayang

Sayang - by Faizal Tahir

aku selalu dengar lagu ni kat radio.
dulu dengar mcm biasa-biasa je.
tapi sejak 24/08/16, setiap kali dengar rasa happy je.
thanks Faizal Tahir for making an amazingly beautiful song.

28.9.16

.littlest things.

An entry to remind me.
If one day i forget the purpose of being the one who clocks in at 7.10 a.m.

Or maybe when i dont feel the sparks n just barely surviving in this field.

She once was lost.craving for the reasons being one.
They need a friend who stands by them through thick n thin.
Or sometimes a guide.or a parent who listens.

Bila tiba2.

Budak gemuk comel yang rasa taiko curi2 keluarkan cokelat bagi dia bawah meja masa hari guru.

Budak cina yang selalu ada kelas luar scorer pulak tu jumpa tanya soalan dan lagi percaya dia daripada cikgu tuition.

Budak tingkatan 5 cakap rindu dia dan mula ingatkan dia pernah membebel nonstop 30 minit.

Oh.debat tentang sexism sampai rasa nak bergaduh punya semangat 21 lawan 1.

Bila budak2 mintak dia ajar lagi tahun2 ke depan.

Budak kena buang datang jumpa dia cakap terima kasih sebab banyak tolong.

Budak 18 tahun panggil dia bonda sebab rasa dia mak2.

Eh.macam puji diri sendiri je.
Haha.
Bukan.
These are reminders for me the blessingof being one.
She believes every teacher experiences the same.something worthwhile in this field.

To keep reaching the students' hands and souls.to mould humans.

Agaknya 
Allah hantar 1 ustazah yang cakap "dia ni mulut murai.dia ni xmacam adik dia.jangan jadi macam dia" 
Lalu balik sekolah kawan2 daripada van lain jerit2 "mulut murai.mulut murai"
So she wont be like her.this girl is going to be a teacher.

Kalau pun dia diingat,semoga untuk yg manis2 saja.after all dia manusia yg mesti pernah pecahkan hati anak2 dia.






27.9.16

kita dan masa depan

biar kita serba sederhana
biar kita gembira dan bahagia
biar kita saling melindungi
biar kita sentiasa menyayangi

banyak kekurangan 
banyak kesilapan
tetapi kita teruskan
perbaiki semua kelemahan

semoga kita terus bercinta kekal bersama
semoga si kecil membesar ceria 
berhati mulia menabur jasa
harapan untuk kita semua



25.9.16

arah tuju yang dirancangkan

Satu hari aku nampak dia. Aku tak pernah terfikir yang dia orang paling kuat yang pernah aku jumpa selain mama.

Dia buat aku sedar berapa besar pengorbanan seorang ibu dan menjadikan aku anak yang lebih menghargai kedua orang tuanya. Terima kasih mama mak ayah abah.


Looking back, i only knew you for 2 weeks when i decided to ask you to marry me and you said yes. That was certainly one of the best decision i have made in my life. 


Being with you in the delivery room really changed my life. You are a warrior sayang. Strong and brave. Thank you Allah for all that You have given to me. 


Thank You for my parents. 

Thank You for husna. 
Thank You for insyirah. 

Abah harap insyirah akan jadi anak yang baik hati dan menjaga hubungan dengan Allah. Jadi anak yang baik untuk ibu dan abah dan abah harap abah dapat jadi abah yang baik untuk insyirah.

23.8.16

.tentang cinta.

Dan pabila diketahui engkau tidak dicintai seperti aku mencintai dia hati aku tercincang.

Lalu aku berdoa Tuhan sudikanlah cantum dan titip sedikit kecintaanNya dalam hati aku. Agar aku mampu mencintai dia tanpa harap. 







.surat untuk imran 3.

Son,

Have faith in Allah. U will never walk alone as He is with u. All the time. His plan for u is the best. Even if u feel he gives u the worst.in the end u will receive a perfect gift from Him.
"Certainly, Allah loves the ones who put trust in Him" (Ali imran:159)


Do good to everything, big and small.
 Who knows the dua of a small kid who u just give an ice cream is the cause of Allah's mercy on u.
"Allah is kind and He loves kindness in all matter" (sahih bukhari)

Never be hypercritical on others.
He may be a far cry from he was yesterday.We never know what tomorrow brings to us and others. 

Love ur family members more u can bear.
Their duas for u r for real.if i leave u way earlier than expected take care of daddy n ur sib(s).

Son,

I was the door for u to this world.
I hope i will be the door for u to jannah.

Thank u Allah, for Ahmad Imran.
Please take care of him for me.


U, with ur all time favourite ride

















1.8.16

.our bf journey.

Son.
our breastfeeding journey was not as wonderful as others might experience.
u got to drink mommy's milk only for 2 months.
just so u know, mommy really wanted to breastfeed u since u were inside my belly.

im so sorry for being depressed when we were apart for 12 days.
im so sorry for not being determined.
im so sorry for being sad when i heard ur cry.
im so sorry for always wanting u to be full.
im so sorry for resorting in formula milk.






.surat intuk imran 2.

Baby,
After all the therapy sessions...u finally catch up.good job!
U have been causing mommy lack of sleep.eyebag.thinnnnnn patience to hold.haha.
On top of that mommy loves u so much!
Im sorry for keep scolding u...for keep asking u to sleep early...huu...
Im not a perfect mother baby but i keep trying to be one.
Terima kasih Allah untuk ahmad imran...
Terima kasih juga sebab imran resembles mommy more than daddy.huahuahua.
My god!!tapi perangai pun mcm mommy yg suka merempan....macam mana ni??
Imran...my prayers are always with u...
May Allah bless u with health and happiness here and hereafter.
Semoga solat dan al quran dekat di hati imran...
Mommy sayang imran.sangat2.banyak2.imran sayang mommy x?

15.5.16

.selamat hari guru untuk kita yot.

Tahun ni kita pakai baju tema sama.aku kat semenanjung.kau kat seberang laut cina selatan.

.selamat hari guru nad.

Selamat hari guru nad.
Sebenarnya selamat hari macai.

Imran semalam.teman mommy gi sekolah sambut hari mommy.

Sebab macai je yang kena plan sambutan sendiri.syok sendiri tukar2 hadiah.bayar untuk sambut.pergi seminar sampai petang on the celebration day.oh.sekarang aku tengah dengar guru disiplin memekik2 suruh budak2 turun dewan.kesian kan...

Semoga Allah memberkati kita cikgu2 semua.
Allah.
Kalau ditanya apa yg hambaKu nak sempena hari guru.
Aku jawab 1 je... tolong jagakan mereka yg aku dan semua cikgu lain sayang.