.nak pencen.

.to perfection.

I

the end of a hectic week.calling here and there.ppd,jpnj,muetans from other schools...and the very first few phrases were "i am sorry for bothering you as i am new to this muet thingy.all the registration,venue arrangement etc.i hope you can help me".i am not a type of person who like to deal with too many people and i am in the process of transforming.hehe.it caused lots of tears,whines,sleepless nights.slowly am taking it as a learning process.kak rahmah (dato sulaiman) and kak ratna (STI);heaps of thanks for your concern.i know you wont read this but this is the only way for me to remember you kindness.for my children (God's will) to know who had helped their mommy when she was really in need.and as a reminder for me to always be good to others.terima kasih Tuhan kerana memudahkan...dipinjamkan mereka yang baik... *senyum* may all my tears and confusions paid with my akasia and angsana kids' excellence.

II

nobody's perfect.

ironically,people keep saying practice makes perfect.

hey does this mean we have to keep changing and uprgading ourselves to fit the word perfect?

people.with their words.haha.its way easier to be said than done peeps.

p.e.r.f.e.c.t.

.in connection with human relationship-how if u know that u are not perfect in someone's eyes?that the truth is you are out of the league.that the right one should not be like you.that you do not have even one listed criterion.call me a pessimist,but i strongly believe that the perfect choice is to walk away.as at the end of the day what count is the word accept,not improve.love means care which is to accept.adjusting ourselves to the imperfections,not improving others to reach the notion.

saya rasa sudah tiba masa untuk kawan saya pergi kerana dia tidaklah kecil molek,cantik,sopan,tenang dan baik.dia itu gemuk,hodoh,perengus,tidak tegar jiwa.oh lagi.dia itu tidaklah sopan.ah serabut!

maka sebaiknya dia pergi kepada dia yang berlapang dada memandang celanya dia dengan kesempurnaan.oh by  the way,awak pun tidak sempurna encik.lalu kenapa harus dia sahaja yang menyesuaikan diri mengikut rentak awak?

"semua orang buat macam tu"

"Dan jika engkau menurut kebanyakan orang yang ada di muka bumi, nescaya mereka akan menyesatkanmu dari jalan Allah; tiadalah yang mereka turut melainkan sangkaan semata-mata, dan mereka tidak lain hanyalah berdusta." [6:116]

bila orang tanya kita kenapa kita buat sesuatu perkara tu (yang kadang2 benda xbetol), kita selalu cakap "alah..semua org wat mcm tu,xkan kita xbole"...

tapi kita xsedar yang kebanyakan orang tu x semestinya betol.

perlu tingkatkan usaha tingkatkan ilmu supaya xtermasuk dalam golongan kebanyakan itu.

sesudah setahun

setahun sudah.masih belajar menerima sepositif mungkin dan selalunya terjatuh.minta dihembus kekuatan dalam setiap nafas.diberi ikhlas dalam pengorbanan.dihilangkan keterpaksaan dalam masa yang diluang.disapa senyum dalam hati.


dia ulang2 bisik;
"jangan fikir kalau tak ada kaitan dengan awak.pandang sisi baik juga.jangan pandang buruk orang je..."

rezeki-2

a response for irsyad's previous entry.
and inspired by sarah's activity of counting her blessings.
thanx dearies =)

honestly sometimes i do blame fate or destiny for not getting what i want.
indirectly,i am actually blaming Him.
minta yang baik2.langgar larangan.tak buat suruhan.
bila tak dapat salahkan semua kecuali diri sendiri.
ampun...


"and He listens to those who believe and do the deeds of righteousness,and give them His bounty:but for the unbelievers there is a terrible penalty.
If Allah wants to enlarge the provision for His servants,they would indeed transgress beyond all bounds through the earth;but He sends (it) down in due measure as His pleases.for He is with His servants well-acquainted,watchful.
He is the one that sends down rain even after men has given up all hope,and scatters His mercy (far and wide).and He is the protector,worthy of all praise"

(42:26-28)

He is the one that sends down rain after men has given up hope...



count your blessing nadiah.be grateful as there are so many people who are way unlucky as compared to you.

"and remember!your Lord caused to be declared (publicly): "if you are grateful,I will add more (favours)unto you;but if you show ingratitude,truly My punishment is terible indeed"

(14:7)