.aku rasa.

aku jalan2 tadi.aku nampak seseorang.dia berdiri atas bahu jalan.tangannya ada anak kucing.tiba2 dia campak anak kucing itu.dia tinggalkan.baru aku hendak kutip,dia datang semula.ambil anak kucing itu dan bawa pulang.aku tak rasa dia kasihkan anak kucing itu.tapi cuma kasihan.bukankah kasih itu lagi besar maknanya berbanding kasihan?aku mahu minta,tapi aku kaku.bodohlah aku ini.


still buat reflection.tak siap2.haih.

.F and F.

baca blog sara. true. saying a line like "i have forgiven you long time ago.don't worry" is seriously easy man. tapi sejauh mana ikhlasnya kemaafan itu?aku admit;aku sendiri sangat susah untuk maafkan orang which means aku cakap aku maafkan,aku pujuk hati agar maafkan,aku berlakon yang aku telah lupakan...tapi aku ingat dengan detail apa terjadi.bererti,aku masih belum ikhlas maafkan kesalahan.
ni penyakit hati.aku tahu.still aku tak boleh cure.let time heals.in other words,macam forever takkan healed.so how?

tak make sense kot entry ni.aku serabut buat reflection.haih.

.OVER YOU.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.



.IS WHAT EXACTLY I WANT TO FEEL RIGHT NOW.

.the last kiss.

too late,hoho,but i just watched the movie last night.
i love these lines so much, which i find meaningful;

"what you feels only matters to you.it is what you do to the people you say you love,that is what matters.it is the only thing that counts"

lalala~it is for you and i.

.microteaching.

isnin hari tu aku microteach.
half an hour lecturer comment.
whooaa!
aku rasa begitu 'exclusive' dan 'pandai'
comments for nadiah sorang je, half an hour.
orang lain kejap2.
gila tak gila la weh.

mula2 dengar ok je..
biasala.orang kalau nak comment, start dengan positive dulu kan?
lepas tu baru negative.huhu.
yang positive tu dalam sebiji dua,
lepas tu, negative meleret2.
but then, thanks to her.
sebab semua comments beliau constructive.
dan aku rasa beliau adalah lecturer yang sangat observant.

- a good model of english
- a good attempt at integrating both covert and overt grammar teaching
- good use of a chart
- bubbly

- you may have to slow down your speaking pace (ma'am cakap, aku cakap macam cakap dengan kawan-xsesuai)
- material colour scheme: not suitable (tapi ma'am,i guna fluorescent pink to attract ss' attention)
- could have elicit more to ascertain ss' understanding of the rules
- jangan lokek praises (aku praise x sepenuh hati kot....and sangat unnatural)
- could have less 'talking to the board' (aku cakap sambil menulis)
-guna red marker which is xsesuai langsung (aku sedar bila aku dah habis mengajar.macam haram)

in conclusion,
aku rasa microteaching aku penuh dengan kecacatan, aku x ada teacher personality, aku xready nak mengajar lagi.
with all these and that, am i fit the profession?
aku cuak la...cuak.cuaka.cuak.

.zaman muda2 dekat vuw.